Lonely CNY..

This 2009 cny are my most lonely cny.. All my relatives are all busying with their stuffs..

First my dad have to work *he is the strongest dad in the world.. why i said so? because he only rest one day in every 1st day of cny!! (dad you're my hero!!)*, then my MUM, she had to help up at shop, my eldest bro*well after many things happen he still could stand up and face everythings.. i'm always proud of you bro!!*,my elder sys, sick pun kena kerja..*kesianye~~*, my tin kai sys went to 'bai nian' at her's friends place and finallyyyyy, saya punya 'nan ren' my DEAR!!! sigh. ini lagi teruk(tak teruk sangat lar.. at least he got time accompany me when i really need him~ >I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU DEAR!<) he at TAIPING!!! ='( see? all left me alone at home..

lonely~ i mrs.lonely~

my dear left me~~

i miss my dear~~ oohhh~~~

hahahahaha

i'm so idiotic..

but stilll..

THERE'S WUHU DARLING GIRL accompany me..

*GIRL MUMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH!!*

so.. so... so..

well, in this hottie afternoon i woke up, i was god damn blur..

then, have my ewwwie lunch.. =x

then start to watch astro movie and some of those silly showa..

then then then..

chit-chat-ing with my dear trough sms..

sigh

everydays life so boring..

until around 7 something..

finally my dear calls!!!!

oh yeh baby!!

talk talk talk..

and suddenly~

i started to cry..

this is because he ask me 'are you alone at home?'

in that moment, i suddenly feels that the emoness are coming over to me..

while answering him, i was thinking why am i alone at home?

i'm suppose to celebrating cny with my friends like past year..

why i'm like no more friends to accompany with?

how could this happen to me?

i feel so sorry..*to everyones that i've done those wrong things to them*

sigh

after talk with my dear..

i rest in my room and listening songs in my phone..

it makes me miss my friends and mostly my dear more and more..

until..

I'VE FELL ASLEEP!

hahaha

i think theres nothing much to write about after i've fell asleep..

hehe. gonna leave now! before that...

I MISS YOU SO MUCH DEAR!!!

uniquely,

JOANNE