MY WISH

Suddenly think of a few of my wish..
first of all, i hope i could studyhard this four years and graduate in flying colour results.. and prove it to myself and my family and friends that i can make it.. and i could earn more money but what i wanna buy, do what i wanna do..
Second, Last longer with my dear.. hope he smoke lesser.. and love me more.. and buy me a gucci wallet or watch as my bday pressie.. hehe..
third,always keep in touch with all my babes.. babe-babeku
fourth,all my family growth healthier..
fifth,BUY A LV OR GUCCI BAG AS MY BDAY PRESSIE for myself before 21!!

FINALLY!!!!

I'VE REGISTERED AT SUNWAY COLLEGE..
Foundation in arts.. i'm gonna study business..
guy, do y'all belive? haha.. BUSINESS WOMAN.. can i??
YES!!
lol.
Sunway college!!! here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
orientation on thurs.. friday start my class!!
i'm so nervous yet fustrating because i scare i'm alone and this is not a easy course to get through..
i promise i must study hard!!! i'm dying for this course.. i'm dying for this college...
I MUST PROVE IT!!!

HELL YEAH BABY!!! tomorrow i'm getting my car..
well it's second-hand wira.. damn old wira.. baby blue colour OMFG!!!
sigh
due to the car crashed my mom don't wanna buy me a new one =(
so this is it!!
i'm getting it tomorrow!
not sure i'm gonna get used to that car or not..
but i'm sure it'll bang sooner or later.. lol!
i hope it wont!
Altough it is not a new car, it is very very old car, not the car that i want, not really satisfied with it..
but i'm so thankful at least i got my own car to drive!! yeah!! i can go everywhere i want!!
not too far lar of course and i must DRIVE carefully!!!
anyway,
THANKS TO MY MUM!!!!! FOR THE CAR AND MY COLLEGE!!
I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!
last but not least
I LOVE YOU TOO MY DADDY!!!


uniquely,


JOANNE

Random..

Last sunday, went to shop help up my mom as usually. suddenly get a text from my Cherbabe.. she ask me to chill out at klcc with all my babe-babeku*tracy,loreal*.. too bad i have to help up and my mum don't let me go at first.. i thought that i cant go.. And then Tracy and Cher decides to come over to and wait till 4 something.. awww... i love y'all!! and here it is!! KLCC.. chilling around with full of fun, laughter,jokes that Tracy and Loreal did *get it get it?? lol*superman return*'daddy do you remember this?'*etc etc.. i miss y'all already.. can't wait for next meeting up!!!
I LOVE Y'ALL!!

babe i forgot how to make this.. teach me??
everything was so random, so whatever..
really miss you girls..
SATURDAY!!!! WHOO HOO!!!!

uniquely,




JOANNE

I WONT FUCKING CARE ANYMORE!!

First of all, you're so damn CHILDISH. everything you wanna post in your blog then go ahead. you hate this family then don't ever come back. i don't fucking care! don't think you're the youngest in this family you can do anything you want. How you treat me you know yourself. i admit i did wrong and i admit i did say about her. but this is all my business and it's all not your fucking business. I know my apology are not accepted but at least i did apology to you and it's not totally all my fault. i don't wanna explained here. I wants you to know at least i did my apology to you even i'm no totally all wrong but you? did you even say a words SORRY??? everytime you get mad of something who's the first who stand for you? who's help you when you feel sad?

now i tell you what? i wont gonna help you up anything at all. NO MORE! Whatever you wanna do go ahead. whatever you wanna say to make people think that i'm that bad i'm the worst i wont fucking care. if you hate me i hate you more than a billion reasons. it's better you dont comeback anymore. this house without you i can feel much more better. YOU'RE NO LONGER MY SISTER TOO!!!!!!

ps: yes if aunt not here i'll really beat you up this SLUT!!!!

I"M BLESSEd, THANKS TO PEOPLE..

Well yesterday about 5 in the morning i cant fall asleep even a second.. i'm just toooooo fucking extremely nervous yet panic yet sick yet whatever due today's result* SPM RESULT* freaking me out tought..
and GUESS WHAT??? i have ALL PASS!! yeah baby!!! ALL!!! A-L-L!!!!! not even a 9G in my list!!! YEAPPPPPPIE!!!!!!! *jumping*winks*sniff*whatever* i'm so blessed.. everyones wishing me good luck before the day.. the very first of all my dear, 2nd aivern, cherbabe,ping, and the ming them all..
yesterday i was like super extremely DOWN! i was thinking what if i failed? i keep on msging everyone of em' telling them i scared especially*cheryl my biatvh my babe my babi!!* i know.. haha and everyone's trying to comfort me ask me not to sad not to worry.. THANKS TO EVERYONE OF THEM!!!! Eventought i didn't score my exam with flying colours no A's at all last but not least it''s really out of my thoughts and i'm satsfied with it.. The first thing when i get m result i was like 'teacher!! don't tell me i can get the LCCI form or not!! i wanna see myself!' wehn the paper comes to my hand i open it and see credits?? where're you?? 1,2,......3,4,5,YES!!!!! i can go college!!! yeah!!! i started to cry with the tears of joyfull.. all my friends like 'joanne.. why are you crying?? are you failed?? you fail what????' i can heard the sounds like SOOK MUN's and i answering them.. 'PASS!!! i PASS ALL!!! and i enought credit!! oh yeah!!!!' sounds gila rite i know hahaha.. but it's meant a lot to me..
Now it's the hard time again, i was thinking whats next? H&T?? Businese marketing? Accounting(no way!!)?? my dear's suggest me to choose those course really makes benefits for me but i have no conffidents and i have no self esteem to take these course.. so it's really a hard time for me to choose.. well my family have no comments for my studies.. the first thing my dad saids 'YOU ACTUALLY CAN GET ABOUT 5 OR 7A'S IF YOU GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAYS WITHOUT PONTENG!' sorry lar daddy, don't put too much hopes on me.. i'm not that good.. it's just my luck.. but i'll promise will study hard when come to the next stage =X

after the result stuffs today finally i've hang out with my class buddies the 'cheryl and the gang'.. it's actually kinda bored =X but i really miss them.. well let the photos to make sotry.. i'm lazy to type..




p/s: babe, gimmie some advise about the studies ler??? maybe we still can go to school like last time?? lol.

Pissed off!

To those people who reading this.. sorry if kinda rude here.. but i have no way to realse my anger.. so i just throw it all at here... it's a bit problem within me and 'you' my bf



To be honest, i really angry just now.. i called you to let you know i reached home safely and i want you accompany me when i walk back home along that dark street.. i guess you already forget that i'm afraid of dark when i'm alone.. but when you pick you the phone you tell me you went to yam cha with ah kai them.. i got really angry thats why i ask you why you didnt tell me that you've went out with them in the rude way.. i'm sorry to be rude just now.. but i really angry why are you said you gonna find me today but you didnt.. you got so many excuses but when comes with ah kai them you have no excuses.. i understand you have been long time didn't yamcha with them and i know i shouldn't use your friend to compare.. but isit very hard for you to pick up the phone and text it 'dear, i'm going out yamcha with them?'.. everytime where i go i'll let you know before i go even i bath also i'll let you know but why cant you? last few weeks ago you tell me that you going to drink with your housemates at poolside but where you go at the end? did i like scolding you like hell? did i said i wont let you go anywhere? why? why cant you be honest towards me? i'm sorry if i did anything wrong just now.. and i wants you to know no matter what it is i just hope you wont cheated me anymore...



uniquely,



JOANNE

DULL DAY..

It's totally dull today.. have nothing to do.. feeling not very well due to the stupid weather and woman's problem.. damn it.. feels like hanging out with my dear.. miss my babes.. miss my zhuzhu!!!
argh!!!!!! god damn it!! i wanna die.. it's too bored at home!! 2 days more SPM result!!
i'm so scared!! i have a bed feeling towards my result.. what if i not enough credit? help!!

Date with my Dear.

Well, yesterday was the first friday of the month, it's my dear's school holiday too..
early in yesterday morning about 11 something*it's too early for me.. lol* my dear come over and fetch my mum to do banking stuffs, and then next my dear and i heading to Neway @ Time Squareto celebrate his classmate bday.. *oh yeah.. my dear getting close with my mum and i mommy seems like accepting my dear.. they starting to talk alot bout me.. hmm =.=?'

bac to the topic, once we reach neway i smell durian.. OMG! dear's classmate sneek in 2 large bag of durian!!

After sing-k we starting to find somewhere to divides those durian to each of us.. omg.. it's so shamefull yets it's funny thou everyone walking up and down searching the perfect place to sit down and devide it.. haha
end up, we went to a cafe called '69' located behind Time Square building.. it's interior kinda mix up some retro and modern.. i love that place.. is a nice place to chill haha
after chilling and devides those durian.. dear and i went to catch a movie..

it's a must NOT watch movie!
'Watchmen'

In a gritty and alternate 1985 America, the glory days of costumed vigilantes have been brought to a close by a government crackdown. However, after one of the masked veterans is brutally murdered, an investigation is initiated. The retired superheroes reunite and set out to prevent their own destruction with an extra mission to watch over humanity. In the course of doing so, they unwittingly discover a deeper and far more diabolical plot.

*BULLSHITS!*
I don't even understand whats this story means even i've watched for hours..

after movie, we went back to desa to fetch wei ming and we go dinner together at somewhere in between Oug and puchong..
we ate curry fish head.. taste not bad.. but i still prefer ampang ones..
hehe
thats all,

Ciao~

uniquely,

JOANNE

Outing again~

Last tuesday, 3rd.march.2009,

went to petsmore.com@Queen's Park,Peel Road
it's time for Wuhu girlie-girl groom her furr...
my Cherbabe fetch me all the way from her house to bring my darling wuhu groom her fur..
THANKS BABE!!

my girl.. heart her lots!!

Petsmore.com
asking my darling girl get in herself..
Cher's 10 years target..

today, 5th march 2009
Yesterday got my babe's msg, she ask me to lunch with her and asked me suggestion where to lunch..
i was like pan mee? steam fish head? chicken rice?
thenn, my babe got feel to pan mee..
and my suggestion again are ampang? kuchai lama? paviee? Ue3?
end up ue3.. actually just ate with my mom past tuesday before meeting with my babe..
soo since it's pan mee and i'm a 'pan-meeholic' soo ON!!
lol.
today about 12 something my cherbabe come over to fetch me again..
*sorry lar babe, everytime need you to fetch i damn paiseh, as you guys know.. the accident tortured me.. =('

Ue3 pan mee!! here we are!!!

not really nice as i tought.. i preffer pan mee@Ampang

after pan mee we catched a movie
'Marley&me'

From the director of 'The Devils Wears Prada' comes a hilarious and heartwarming comedy based on the #1 New York Time best seller 'Marley&me'.
Jennifer Aniston(eww.. i don't like her actually although she's good in act) and Owen Wilson unleash huge laughs as John and Jenny Grogan, a young couple conternplating the decision to start a family. Then came Marley..... am adorable Labrador pups*Labrapoodle* lol. who flunks obedience school and quickly turns his new home into a disaster area, But with hear as big as appetite for trouble, Marley sees the Grogans trough the ups and downs of life and love and they ultimately realize that 'the world's worst dog' truly brings out the best in them.


it's touched lar.. i not cry doesn't mean that i have no feel kay.. i just feel like pee that time..
so no mood to think of cry..
lol.

After the movie we went to pick up my sys, Jeslyn..
then we headed to Yewlek's night market..

Grab some asam laksa before we leave..


after the night market we decides to fid Chloe at Leisure Mall.

While waiting Chloe it's my ideas to hang around somewhere reminds our chilhood's

got so many tickets and we've redeemed a cute cup..abou 9 o'clock Chloe finally finished her work..
we then went to
'Wong Kok Char Chan Teng@Leisure mall'
fools aroud there..
talk some silly stuffs
Oral sex??
lol.



She's so touched when i gave her the taiwanese sausage..
it's actually a superb extra extra hot sausage..
YOU GOT PUNKED! lol.

We had a great time today even less then 2 hours we meeting up but it's really fun enough!
will miss you..
and thanks babe for the whole day we spend together..
you guys really means alot to me..
i've lose a very good friendship before..
and i've regret it..
and now.. i really dont wanna lose you guys..
I HEART MY ZHUZHU AND AH HWA!!

today not really spend my time with my dear..
but i still miss you fucking much kay...!
it's time to sleep!
good night!
CIAO~



uniquely.


JOANNE

Horrified day makes me superb DOWN!!!

Today was the most unlucky day to me, and guess what?? i got my very first time accident today..
it was totally freak me out..

First thing,
This morning my mom asked me to drive myself to infrared sauna like usually,
actually she ask me to get back right after sauna..
it's my fault actually, i drive to somewhere else and i've knocked a big big lorry..
then i drive away.. i don't know what happen with that lorry now..
what i know is..
i was totally lost that time, and dont know what to do.. and there's only my dear inside my mind.
i take out my phone and call my dear, told him whats going on..
he got so worry.. *sorry dear let you worry*
stupid lorry! park soo middle of the road!
sigh
i so damn down..
my dad haven know about this..
what's will goin on if he know??
i really don't dare to think..


2nd
my studies.. i really wanna continue my studies.. i really wanna have at least a diploma on what i wanna study.. i wanna have a bright future.. but all these i'm worry i cant make it..
i have on confident with myself... i'm so worried about my future and due to some reason my family have running out of money to give me continue my studies..



WTF!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL SO SAD!! MY STUDIES!!! MY MOM'S CAR!! MY FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my lord, could you teach me what to do?? marry a rich guy?? i really dont know..


hate this part right here..




uniquely,


JOANNE